Me

I'm a dreamer who hopes to one day realize my highest wishes. I ache for Truth, for peace, for a working reality. I'm the type of person who is alive...inside....not just out. This life pushes me to find others and help them wake up too. My story is one filled with sadness and sorrow, one riddled with pain...but it hasn't stopped me from living and from loving. It gives me something to learn and grow from; something to help me heal. I'm the kind of person that some might find too reserved although on the inside and often on the outside I am quite active and excited and full of dance and motion. Alot of times, I'm very realistic but the dreamer in me always gets the better of that. I'm not alive to please other people. I'm not alive to coddle people and make them feel better about themselves. I'm alive to fulfill my destiny- to know my Truth. And if I help someone on the way, then I will have filled a part of who I am and done some extra good.. I will not bow to anyone else's will or desire. I will not let someone else determine my life and my perception. I will see things how I want to see them. I see life, I see beauty. I see passion. Don't dare try and take that away from me. Yes, I have had my share of failures. Yes, I will have more as I go. No, that won't stop me from living. I will still express joy with life. Yes, there will be times when I struggle and am worn out- but that won't stop me from reaching out to help someone else. It won't stop me from continuing on with my purpose. A final destination will be reached- it is being reached every moment. My dreams will come true and I will know Me. Its my dreams that pull me through the rough times and my dreams that keep my alive. Its my dreams that allow me to walk a road alone and not be lonely....